I am free to make different choices and re-create myself. I have the power to change because I am an expression of God. In deepest gratitude, I give thanks for the opportunities available to me in every moment.
As I mentioned in the Splurge section one of the reason I loved the book Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself is because I am always trying to be a better me - always. I’m gonna be super honest there are lots of times that I really don’t like the me that I am - the one that I present to others (because a lot of times I am not presenting my true self for fear that other won’t like the real me) and the one that I actaully am (mainly because I don’t feel like I am good enough). Thats a lot when I think about it and again to be honest it makes me sad because I KNOW that I am created in Gods likeness. After reading Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself I recognize/realize that these emotions are the end product of past experiences and I have memorized these emotions and keep on thinking the same thoughts, feeling the same feelings, reacting in in the same ways, behaving in the same manner, believing the same dogmas, and perceiving reality the same way. So as it says in the book I keep creating more of the past - over and over again. My goal is to unmemorize these emotions - release them all so that I can become free from my old self and work on creating the new me. Wish me luck!